4 Days And Counting...

I know most of you dedicated followers are going to KILL me for writing this BUT I am not going to spill any beans until I get Thurs. blood results. Me and Jeremy have decided to do this for 3 reasons:

1. Negative-If I have been testing negative we really need some US time to cope with things and work through some of the HUGE dissapointment we have experienced. We need time to gather ourselves together and pick up the pieces. We don't want everyone giving us the "you never know until the beta" speech either.....so it is just easier for us to start getting over the fact that we just spent $14, 000 for NOTHING.

2. Positive-If I have been testing positive we would like these few days to ourselves to bask in a little glory. We want to celebrate this little secret by ourselves just for a few days. So many people would be involved in the making of the baby we want some us time.....without being bambarded with questions we aren't ready for yet.

3. Inconclusive-I know most of you out there have been in limbo before, where you may or may not be sure you are pregnant. Maybe we aren't sure of the results yet and want to finalize them one way or another? We don't want congratulations but we don't want sorrow either.

Soooo......I hope all you wonderful supporters will bear with me for the next few days and just wish us the best in "our alone time". I will update you one how I am feeling and what not....but just remember that MOST of the symptoms are due to the PROGESTERONE!!!!!

I noticed this morning that my boobs are HUGE (Ok they have been huge for a while). Normally I am a small B cup....I bet I am EASILY up to a large C. I am getting tiny stretch marks on them from them exploding so fast....Jeremy is loving them, although he is still not allowed to touch them (Dr.'s orders). Also, still crampy....not like what it was they aren't sharp and intense anymore they are just kinda on and off.

Well, happy waiting everyone!