So Scared!

I had a total melt down on Friday, I was leaving the mall (of course, I thought shopping would make me feel better) and just burst into tears! I am so scared, worried, hopeful, and just down right tired of all this! I have been talking with a few ladies online who are/have been to the Reproductive Care Center (RCC) in Sandy who have had huge success and after going over the costs it is the SAME! I am thinking that maybe Dr. Young recommended that I go to Idaho because he would make $ off the blood work/ultrasounds where as if I go to RCC he won't get anything until I am actually preggo. Anyway after talking with Jeremy about it we would only be out $250 if we changed, but it would be nice not to have to travel. I mean we could come right home after the ER/ET and just relax, not have to worry about a long drive. If there are any problems we are only 15 min. away from their office, plus I think they are a PPO for my insurance?! (I have to double check, but I thought that is what I found). RCC is also a part of the U of U medical branch, so you know they are constantly working on improving their procedures. Anyway, here is a link.......

http://fertilitydr.com/

*Edit* So I just got off the phone and we are actually able to go in THIS Sat. at 10 AM!!!! I am even more excited/scared/nervous (but mostly excited). Looks like we will be meeting with Dr. Heiner.