Week 3

I have been on Lupron for almost 3 weeks now. I have stated how emotional this particular hormone makes me. It isn't fun for anyone involved. I took my last birth control pill last Friday which has now only put me into another whiplash of emotions. I think they put you on a particular medication just long enough to adjust, then change it just to see how many times you can have a meltdown in a single cycle.

Yesterday was another meltdown day. I was at work and knew I would no longer be employed if a freakout happened to slip out of my lips, so I kept shut with chocolate. Because, if you are eating chocolate you really can't talk much. I may just come out of this a diabetic rather than a mother, which is okay too because these days chocolate is worth it. I am a strong person, but synthetic hormones really can get the best of me.

I do have to mention what a rockstar my husband has been.  He has never been one to send texts, let alone loving flirting texts.  Throughout the past few weeks he has randomly sent me little pick me ups and I think that is what has been keeping me going. He has also showered me with hugs and let me have a swig of his liquid xanax every now and then too. He is definitely me rock.

Have the baseline ultrasound on Thursday, also have to make final financial payments. Gonna be a rough day. Friday we start the stims (3 shots a day). Let's get this party started!!!