Second Thoughts...

But not about IVF. Since I have started this blog, I have seen just about everyone that has read it cry about it!!! I guess it is kinda getting the point across, but I promise EVERYONE, just because I am sad/feeling down doesn't mean YOU are all supposed to!!! You guys are my support, supposed to keep telling me that it WILL work and that it is going to be a MIRACLE BABY! Ok, now I have said that I feel bad that I make everyone cry or feel bad, I am glad that I have been posting my emotions.....I don't think most woman REALLY know how temperamental and extensive our bodies really are. I had NO idea how my cycles really worked or what caused what to happen until I started to really get into it, but I am taking this trial as a learning journey and becoming more and more appreciative of my body and more respectful towards it (even when it betrays me).

I talked to our accountant (thanks Bonnie) last night and got that all figured out, we are going to be just fine. Not that I was worried the $ wouldn't be there, it was just a matter of figuring out HOW to get it from one account to another. I guess there are only like 12 weeks till the end of the year (YIKES!) so we will just be getting a little each week until we have it all. YAY! I know I really shouldn't have worried about it, but I am just not used to having the $ for what I want/need on something this big. So I guess my point is.....GAME ON!