Drifting

Nothing really new happening yet this week still just drifting along. Took my last Doxy pill last night...that was nice! Jeremy only missed 3 pills! I don't get it...he doesn't have to do that much....take a few pills and make a deposit into a cup and he STILL manages to screw some of it up!? Oh well, I don't think those missed few will really make that big of a difference. The appointment has been changed back to Friday at noon due to a Funeral (Jeremy's Grandpa).

The Lupron makes me change moods sooo fast. I can be in a great mood all day and then something will trigger me and I will be mad/sad/frustrated and it takes 3 days to get happy again. I have been trying to make a conscious effort to be more "cheerful" at work and when out in public since I have been told I am acting really "offish". It is really hard to be nice to someone when you want to tell them to just shut the f*** up. BUT I think I have been doing a pretty darn good job! So sorry family/friends if I don't act all freaking cheery, have quiet the hormones going through me right now :D