Melt Down #1

So I am sitting here at work and a co-worker (who is only in the office for maybe an hour a day) makes the comment "what is your problem, you are such a downer lately" so I interpret that as "God, quit being such a bitch". Yeah, just went downhill from there. I held it together and asked him what the fuck he expected from a 25 year old who is on more medication than a 55 year old menopausal woman! I just left it at that.....being the bitch he said I was. The boss then approaches me afterward and apologises for the comment he made, and said he hasn't noticed me acting any different. That is was very inappropriate of him to make such remarks, and that is where it all started.....the eyes swelling with tears and then they start streaming. I haven't been able to stop since. I have tried just focusing on actually "WORKING" and "FILING" which anyone that knows me knows how much I HATE filing.....so yes....it is to that point where I will do ANYTHING as long as I don't have to look at someone, because that is when I start crying again. Have I mentioned what a psycho Lupron makes me??? To top that I didn't sleep at all except maybe my 30 min. dream. The doxy I am taking upsets my stomach, the Lupron gives me a headache and night sweats....I woke up with my shirt completely soaked...and now I am bleeding and crampy and have to endure another week or so of that! I swore I would never be one to complain about this because this is what I wanted, and this is our chance...I just had NO idea how hard it would actually be. Thank God it is Friday.