We Have A GUSHER!!!

So I officially drew blood this morning. I was doing my shot as normal, cleaned it off, stuck it in....wow, this kinda hurts more than usual, pull it out and it starts bleeding...everywhere! I had to sit and rub it and put pressure on it for like 5 min! I think I just did it a hair too high, but I won't be doing that again! Other than that, I am getting the wonderful Lupron headaches. The doxy still isn't going down well. I know you are supposed to take it a half hour after eating and with a full glass of water (which I do both) and it still just sits in the back of my throat making me want to gag all day. Other than that, things are going just great. Looking forward to next Friday for my baseline ultrasound, then I start stimming that Sunday! I am getting really nervous about it all though, I mean what if it doesn't work??? I have my heart totally set on this being the magical ticket, and having it solve everything. I don't know if I can go through all this and just stare at a negative result. I hope we have some to freeze so we would at least get that opportunity if this fails, but man-it is just sooooo realistic. I just had to get that out....no more negative thinking....think positive thoughts....think positive thoughts.....only positive thoughts will enter my mind.